Prayer

God i don't know what is i want anymore but what i do know is i want you and need you, my life just seems so meaningless without you. i know i fucked up and when i did i just tried to make things perfect and i made exuses to myself of why i fell away when the bottem line is i just chased after something i could never have and put you to the side. God im sorry, i know you forgive, i don't really desever your forgiveness but you forgive may anyways. you welcome me with open arms, God your the only farther i ever had, your the only farther i know. God i love you.