i was a douchebag

i was just thinking of how much of a douchebag i used to be had so many close friends and i just fucked them over i lied, i broke promises, i made promises i knew i couldn't keep, i was careless. the one i regret the most is breaking a promise to Vicky i regret that coz i liked her alot but i never told her. i was too scaerd i don't know what i was scared of but was scared. anyways back to the story i broke a promise, one i wish i could go back and make it right. we never saw each other after that i know you probaly would never read this but im sorry and if you knew me now you'd see how different i am. i just wish i could make things better.