A Dying World

I watch the world as it burns, burns down to ashes.
There’s nothing left here, all hope is gone, and all faith is lost.
There’s nothing left of this dying world.

We’re fighting a war against ourselves.
How much longer can we go on? When all we’re doing is killing ourselves.
How much time left before this world falls apart?
We can’t go on like this!

I watch the world as it burns, burns down to ashes.
There’s nothing left here, all hope is gone, and all faith is lost.
There’s nothing left of this dying world.

Why are we so afraid?
Why are we killing ourselves?
Why are we so lost?
Why can’t we get along?
Why are we giving up?
Why are we are we, why are we letting this world fall apart?

I watch the world as it burns, burns down to ashes.
There’s nothing left here, all hope is gone, and all faith is lost.
There’s nothing left of this dying world.

We need to learn how to love, so we can hope once again.
We need to stand strong, so can have faith once again.
We need to learn to get along, before this world falls apart.

my thoughts and feeling of you

i was just letting my mind wonder off and i thought about something we did in urbanlife about a month ago, one person sits in the middle of the room and listens to peoples thoughts of you postive thoughts of course. but then i thought i wonna tell my closest friend what i think of her yes she is female and no she is not my girlfriend lol. so Hannah here are my thoughts of you.
you're very caring, loving forgiving and understanding, you're honest, hard to understand at times, you can be lazy and antisocial, you wear pretty cool cloths, i like that you right, play guitar, make zines and skate.
i think you're amazing. i think that you've help me out alot more than you could ever know, you've always been there for me even when life got hard you were still there. i still think of you everyday, you mean so much to me. thank you so much i dont know what i'd do without you. i thank God everyday for putting you in my life. And i can't wait for more awesome moments and fun adventures for years to come. i love you duddy.

PS. im listening to lifeline :)

Lonely

I feel empty ive come to a piont where im not confused, not angry, not anoyed i just feel like there’s something missing, a girlfrieng? Lol but no im serious all my friends seem to have a girlfriend/boyfriend and they all seem so hapy im not gelious or maybe i am i dont know but i really am hapy for my friends to see them so hapy, i just wish i was that hapy, i wish i could mean something to someone and someone mean something to me. And the worst part is ive just given up on what people call love, i mean sure i love my friends, but yeah you know what i mean right? I just feel so lonely and i guess thats just how it’s always gonna be.

Prayer

God i don't know what is i want anymore but what i do know is i want you and need you, my life just seems so meaningless without you. i know i fucked up and when i did i just tried to make things perfect and i made exuses to myself of why i fell away when the bottem line is i just chased after something i could never have and put you to the side. God im sorry, i know you forgive, i don't really desever your forgiveness but you forgive may anyways. you welcome me with open arms, God your the only farther i ever had, your the only farther i know. God i love you.

A Plea For Purging - The Marriage Of Heaven And Hell

Okay lets start by saying HOLLLLY........SHIT!!! this i have to say is the most intense album i've ever listened to. their last album 'Depravity' was pretty damn heavy but 'The Marriage Of Heaven And Hell' was at a different level with killer breakdowns, harsh but positive lyrics, a bit of crazy electronics, some clean singing, and tripy speech intro/outro. is what makes it, what i think the most intense album ever. i rate this 5 out out of 5 stars.

i was a douchebag

i was just thinking of how much of a douchebag i used to be had so many close friends and i just fucked them over i lied, i broke promises, i made promises i knew i couldn't keep, i was careless. the one i regret the most is breaking a promise to Vicky i regret that coz i liked her alot but i never told her. i was too scaerd i don't know what i was scared of but was scared. anyways back to the story i broke a promise, one i wish i could go back and make it right. we never saw each other after that i know you probaly would never read this but im sorry and if you knew me now you'd see how different i am. i just wish i could make things better.