Sunday, January 23, 2011

This Is My Praise To You

i praise your name, i scream it to you,
i am not ashamed to live for you,
i praise your name, i scream it to you,
and i will stand for what i believe,
Oh God i praise your name!


this is my song to you,
this my prayer to you,
this my praise to you,
Oh God this is all for you.



i stand unahamed,
nothing they say or do can pull me down.
this what i believe, this is where my faith lies,
nothing they say or day will change my mind.
i stand unashamed!



this is my song to you,
this my prayer to you,
this my praise to you,
this my words to you,
Oh God this is all for you.



i know i am not perect, i am only a sinful man.
i know i am nothing without you.
i know my life is worthless without you.
i know know that i would not exist without you.




i praise your name, i scream it to you,
i am not ashamed to live for you,
i praise your name, i scream it to you,
and i will stand for what i believe,
Oh God i praise your name!

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

Blinded By Religion

when did we stop listening to the words that have been writen?
when did we forget how to live, how to love?
when did we lose faith in the one that saved us?
churches dont seem to line up with what is writen.
we've forgetten how to live, how to love.
we've lost faith in the one that saved us.


i refuse to be apart of your church that has been blinded by religion.
you hypocrite!, i wont let you speak into my life.
i refuse to be apart of your church that has been blinded by religion.
YOU HYPOCRITE
i wont stand here and watch us fall.


when did we stop listening to the words that have been writen?
when did we forget how to live, how to love?
when did we lose faith in the one that saved us?
churches dont seem to line up with what is writen.
we've forgetten how to live, how to love.
we've lost faith in the one that saved us.


your twited words are sickening.
who are you to judge me?
i wont hesitate to put you in your place.
since when did you become God?
you have no right to judge this world.
i wont hesitate to put you in your place!


Enough is enough.
you've crossed the line for the last time.
im sick of your lies.
YOU HYPOCRITE!
I'll put you back in line!

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

How I Almost Gave Up On My Life

i just wonna take the time right how i almost gave up on my life.

i guess you could say i had an obsession with a girl, i wont mention her name but if shes reading this im sure she knows who she is.
From the time i started getting to know her i was attraced her, it was the way i felt when being around her, i felt happy and peaceful, i was comfortably with being open to her, and ive never been open to anyone in mylife. but i always felt the there was something more to it i could never figure it out and i still havent figured out what it was, but what ever it was it caused my obsession towards her, and it led to me almost losing her as friend and wroste my life. i thought i couldnt live without her, i thought the reason i was alive was because of her, i needed see her as much as i could, this became a burden for her. i didnt realize at the time that it was. she needed space but i wouldnt let happen she started ignoring me, i was scared cos i didnt know what was happening i thought she didnt wonna talk to me again at all. i started becoming suicidal i would find a high building and go to the top stand on the edge and look down but every time i did something inside kept saying, "dont give up" i knew that God speeking to me. eventually i came around and agreed to this girl to take sometime apart, and in that time out of no where i started feeling free, i spent alot of time asking God to help me through it and he did. and now im back to being friends with her again and things are still the same as they where before the only difference is i dont feel i need her to help me, even though she still does. as for my faith in God at the moment it's great but i wont go there its another story.