okay that's i'm sick this i hate standing on the line not know what i believe i'm either in or out, i either choose to follow with God or not. so here it is. Ben called me today and asked me "where have you been?" he asked me to come to boom so i went and i can not believe what i'm missing out on i felt God he was there and with out any doubt i knew that he was real and was there Andy spoke on praise it so intense i jumped on the stage and did a 360 off it i wasn't thinking about no that was just me praising God the way i do because praise you give God your best and you don't even think about you just not caring about what anyone thinks. I miss boom, i miss praising God the way i want to you can't do this stuff in church you can't run around and just be free in church it feels like your just being restricted because you know some one's gonna stop you tell you, "you can't do that in church" some times i think Planetshakers forgets what praise is really about well the church anyways. as for boom great! love it :) i feel free to praise God the way i want.


so i'm running back to God and this time it's for real i need him so much i've been such a fool to that his not real. i'm staying at planetshaker because i know that's were God wants me to be, i gonna get more involved with church and not just attend because i never away from again leaving God it's the stupidest thing i've done but even in those times i wasn't walking with God i know he was watching out for me. so this it i am following God, i'm running back into his arms again.