i never thought i'd feel this low. mum doesn't understand me, my sister is so fucking selfish to me, i feel lonely even though i have friends all around me, i pray to God eveynight to get me out of this fucking reck but nothing happens, where the fuck is God when i need him. suicide man seems to be the only thing left for me. but i'm not done yet i'm holding on to this little bit of hope i have left man hope it gets my out this mess. just need some who could at least try to understand.