things just get wrose Mum thinks its the end of the world Jackie wont stop aguing with Mum, i hear her cyring, shes moving out tomorrow. i try not to rely on my best friend but shes the only one i can rely on at the moment. i pray but my prayers feel empty, why hasnt God come through yet what am i doing wrong.
suicide is on my mind but i dont do it cos id hate to put that burden on my friends.
in the end i really just have God to help me out, im just waiting for him to come through
