Monday, June 28, 2010

I Will Stand, I Will Fight

You won’t stop me, I won’t let you.
You’ll try to bring me down with your words of hate.
You’ll try to tell me I’m wrong.
You will never stop me this is who I am.
How dare you say I’m wrong.


I will stand, I will fight, I will stand for what I believe, I will fight for the truth.
No one will hold me back, nothing can stop me.
I will stand and fight, fight for everything I’ve worked for.


I’ll grow tiered, I’ll grow week, but I won’t stop, I won’t stop until I die.
I’ll say what I need to say, I’ll do what I need to do.
I won’t let fear hold me back; I won’t let pride control me.


I will stand, I will fight, I will stand for what I believe, I will fight for the truth.
No one will hold me back, nothing can stop me.
I will stand and fight, fight for everything I’ve worked for.


I am just a man and I will stand on my own, I fight this battle.
I won’t give up, I won’t give in.
I will stand for what I believe; I will fight for the truth.


I will stand, I will fight, I will stand for what I believe, I will fight for the truth.
No one will hold me back, nothing can stop me.
I will stand and fight, fight for everything I’ve worked for.



You won’t stop me, I won’t let you.
You’ll try to bring me down with your words of hate.
You’ll try to tell me I’m wrong.
You will never stop me this is who I am.
How dare you say I’m wrong.

Saturday, June 26, 2010

im so happy i just got a Nitendo 64 emulator for my computer last night been playing Zelda game non stop

Get Out

Get out I don’t want you here, get out before I smash you little face.
You tried to take everything that ever meant anything to me.
You’re nothing more than just a piece of dirt!




Take your words,
Take your negativity,
Take your gilt,
Take your evil thoughts,
Take all your crap and go straight down to the depths of hell.



I’m sick of you bringing me down,
I’m sick of you holding me back,
I’m sick of you controlling my thoughts,
I’m sick of the chains you hold me down with.




Take your words,
Take your negativity,
Take your gilt,
Take your evil thoughts,
Take all your crap and go straight down to the depths of hell.





This is where it ends, everything ends here!
Get your hand off me,
I shut out the negativity,
Your words mean nothing,
I’m breaking free from these chains,
I won’t be held back any longer.

Friday, June 25, 2010

i wonna be happy for you i really do, but ever since i found out you like this guy i've been feeling like shit.

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

My Testimony

So I grew up in church all my life I always heard about but never really knew.
When I was 16 I wasn’t going to church and my sister at the time started going to Boom she would always come back home and tell me how awesome it was.
So one Friday night I wasn’t doing anything and my sister asked me to come so I did.
I remember getting there and thinking oh this is gonna be boring.
Then the praise came on and everyone quickly rushed to the front and I was like what the heck is going. As I looked to the front I saw what looked like a moshpit and I was there’s a moshpit in church this is awesome and the music wow. So I kept going it wasn’t until a few months later where one night in Boom I sat through the hole service asking myself why am I even here for, why am I on this earth, I’m living for anything, I’m jus living for myself. After the service I went to the front gave my life to God. I got that night and said “God I don’t know who you are, I don’t know why you care so much about me, I don’t know what you want from me, but from now I’m gonna live for you and everything I do I’m gonna do for you. And about a month later I got 6th place in 16 and under Australian rollerblading titles and that’s when I knew that this is what God wants me to do, I’m gonna use rollerblading as tool to lead people to Jesus.

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

How Can You Like This Guy

How can you say you like this guy?
You only just met this guy.
I can’t believe you like this guy, oh I can’t believe you like this guy.


And after all I went through, just to try and get you.
It’s was all for nothing, it was all worthless.
It’s not fair, oh how is this fair!



How can you say you like this guy?
You only just met this guy.
I can’t believe you like this guy, oh I can’t believe you like this guy.



I thought I was the only guy, you would ever like.
I thought I was the only guy, you could see yourself with.
But I guess I was wrong, oh how I was wrong.



How can you say you like this guy?
You only just met this guy.
I can’t believe you like this guy, oh I can’t believe you like this guy.



I can’t stand to hear one more word of this guy.
I can’t stand to see one more comment on your facebook wall.
I can’t stand it, oh can’t stand it!







i can't believe i even wrote a love song, i guess it's just more of my feeling than anything
i just something to go right for once, just anything
yep my sister just has to be a bitch all because i'm trying to help, and mum yeah thanks for telling me off and not jackie, it happens every fucking time i try to do something right. i'm so sick of it.

Thursday, June 17, 2010

You're So Judgmental

This is music to my ears; to you this is a headache.
To you this all sounds like gibberish, but I promise you there’s meaning behind these words.
The sound of music to my ears.



You say it’s satanic,
You say it’s negative,
You say it’s not music,
You ask how can you praise God like this?



This is music to my ears; to you this is a headache.
To you this all sounds like gibberish, but I promise you there’s meaning behind these words.
The sound of music to my ears.




How can you say it’s satanic?
How can you say it’s negative?
How can you say this is not music?
I’m giving all my praise to my lord and savior!



This is music to my ears; to you this is a headache.
To you this all sounds like gibberish, but I promise you there’s meaning behind these words.
The sound of music to my ears.




Just shut your mouth I’ve heard enough from you,
You know nothing, you’re so judgmental.
You’ve let so many people down, this is where it ends.
You can’t stop me from praising God; I won’t let you stop me

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Crush On Emma Watson



from the first time i watched Harry Potter i always had a crush on Emma Watson she's just so pretty and so smart also a good actor, yes i know she's a big movie star and dating will be imposible but it doesn't hurt to dream does it?

Thursday, June 10, 2010

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

the only thing i really have to keep me going on is rollerblading.




thanks Flavio love these photos

Broken Family

from when i was old enough to speak i always wonderd what it would be like to have a father someone to engourage you, someone to look up to, someone to help you, someone to show you, someone to teach you about things in life. i never had that my parents split up before i could even speak so my whole life i never really got to know my farther it hurts it really does. i had to learn how to be a man myself that wasn't an easy thing to do and even though i turned out fine, there are so many other kids living in a broken family that aren't as lucky as me their all waking up everyday wishing they could have a perfect family it's a sad thing cause alot of kids can't deal with this and suicide becomes their only opion at least that's what they think. i know it's like waking up everyday wishing for a perfect family i use to be like that but realality is there is no such thing as perfect family, know one should have grow up in a broken family and the sad thing it happens way too much and theres nothing you can really do about but hope for one day when you have a wife and kids that you do your best not to make that same mistake your parents did.

Sunday, June 6, 2010

in the 80's kids were getting kicked out of church for listening to metal, and now not much has changed even though you don't get kicked out of church there are alot of peaple in the church telling you it's bad to litsen to metal, you could say there saying it's a sin to listen to heavy music wich makes kids not want to go to church because of it were meant to be getting people saved but how can we do that when the church's are judging people for who they are. thank God i go to a church where people don't think it's bad to listen to heavy music, but that doesn't mean there aren't any people in the church that judge abouth other things. it's the same with anything else, if Jesus can accept us for who we are then so should the church i think alot of church's and Christians forget what that actually means.
i've always kinda of been ashamed to call myself a christian not because of God i was never ashamed of God, but other christian that sitt around judging people for who they, they're the christians that give children of God a bad name.

Saturday, June 5, 2010

Daniel Woodhead

The otherday i was thinking of you hmm. haven't heard from you in like 2 years maybe. i wonder where you are now, wonder if you're still alive hopefully you are. anyways i just thinking about all the fun times we had together we had so much fun Me, You, Dylan, Ben and Harry, yep that was the crew we skated every rail we could find, we didn't care about getting hurt, me with a bad mouth telling security guards to eff off every time we got booted. all that it was fun and then Dylan stoped skating, Ben started hating you for no real reason things chaged after that brad your twin started skating with us on his skateboard then Jess joined the new crew some time after, there it was the new crew 2 rollerbladers and 2 skateboarders, best friends we skated hard Jess like every other girl i know that skates was amazing at skating she never thought she was that great, even though she was sponsored by force skateboards but she knew that i knew she was awesome. you always tried to get me and Jess together for some reason, even we hang out alot we both knew that we only wanted to be friends. when summer came around it we spent most days at sandringham beach with some of Jess's friends wich was cool but when summer was over you'd still be going to the beach even on freazing cold days it seemed like you were more concerned about hanging with girls then skating and after spend the night at Jess's place i made a choice that i wasn't gonna let hot girls destract me from skating so i didn't hang with you as much. sometime after you broke your ankle from grinding a tinny slide in a playground. you stoped skating for a bit and after your ankle healed you skated on and off and eventually you stoped skating and i never saw you after that. and as for Jess she also stoped skating such ashame she was still young and had great talent. every moment we spent together was awesome you were my best friend. man i miss you and i your well where ever you are now take care.



Thursday, June 3, 2010

The Prodigal Son

Where have you been, my child where have you been!
I stand here waiting, waiting for the day you return.
You ran away because you were scared,
I stand here waiting, waiting with open arms.



You thoughts, your feeling, you held on to them when you should have let them go.
I cried out to you, to let me take your feelings away but you refused to listen.
You thought you could do this on your own but in my heart I knew you’d come back.


Where have you been, my child where have you been?
I stand here waiting, waiting for the day you return.
You ran away because you were scared,
I stand here waiting, waiting with open arms.


You were lost; you confused so many things holding you back.
You wanted to return, return to me.
I cried out to you but you were to far away from me to hear.
Such a dark place you were in.



Where have you been, my child where have you been?
I stand here waiting, waiting for the day you return.
You ran away because you were scared,
I stand here waiting, waiting with open arms.



I see you, I see you running down the road, with tears in your eyes.
I stand here with open arm with tears of joy.
You’re home, my child you’re home.
I have you wrapped safely in my arms.
My child, I love you!






this is a song i wrote about me.

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

It's Gonna Be Hard With Out You

so sunday i was in church hmm can't remember what Ps. Sam was speaking on, i guess i was too busy thinking about when you went to church. it's funny cause it seemed like you were perfect, it was amazing you loved God so much, i miss it i really do, you encouraged me alot to learn more about God. i guess that's what makes it hard right now not having that friend to encourage me to press on, to learn more about God. hmm something i've been thinking about. it's not about what church you go to it's about you and God, your relationship with God cause in the end you won't be facing the church, you'll be facing God.