Miss Buttmunch Dostine

I'm excited for you to start skating

red cuffs and red frames for my skates tomorrow gahh! no red backslide plates

For Hannah Rose

this is a response to your second last post on tmblr and just before i start i just want you to know i don't want to make anything awkward between us, but i'm sick of holding this back i've held this in for to long so here it goes.


i know, i know your scared.
i'm scared too, i scared to lose this friendship we already have.
but are you really gonna let fear hold you back?
i know this is not what your use to.
but please hannah would you just give it a chance.
when will you step out of you comfort zone?
it doesn't have to be right now.
just...just think about it.
i know i'm sounding desperate, okay maybe i am.
AHH!
i love you, i love so much.

My favorite songs

All That Remains - This Calling
All That Remains - Not Alone
Angels & Airwaves - Lifeline
Chasing Victory - Step Into The Light
Corpus Christi - Sacrifice
Demon Hunter - Lead Us Home
The Devil Wears Prada - Ben Has A Kid
A Faylene Sky - Define Alive
For All Eternity - Souls
Gwen Stacy - A Dialogue
Gwen Stacy - The Fear In Your Eyes
Haste The Day - Substance
Inhale Exhale - Redemption
Killswitch Engage - Eye Of The Storm
Killswitch Engage - Break The Silence
Living Sacrifice - Reach For The Sky
Misery Signals - Labyrinthian
Mxpx - First Day Of The Rest Of Our Lifes
Oh Sleeper - Son Of The Morning
Oh Sleeper - The Finisher
Plankeye - Playground
Relient K - I Am Understood
Rise Against - The Good Undone
sanctus Real - Alone
Sanctus Real - Closer
Settle The Sky - Now That We're Waiting
The Wedding - Song For The Broken
Zao - Angel Without Wings



the reason why these songs are my favorite is because every one of these songs describe me and how i feel.

i stick for rollerblading alot i was rolling back to fliders street station with a friend and this bogan yells out "rollerblading is fucking GAY!!!" i wanted to punch this guy for that, instead i just shook my head and said "fuck you" under my breath

I Want Nothing, So I Have Nothing To Lose

You can take it away from me,
I don’t really care,
I want nothing,
So I have nothing to lose.



I want nothing,
So I have nothing to lose,
So go ahead take it all,
Take it away from me,
Cause I want nothing,
So I have nothing to lose.




Sometimes I need to let go of everything that I have,
So that I can get what I need,
Sometimes I need to fall down,
So I can climb my back to the top.




I want nothing,
So I have nothing to lose,
So go ahead take it all,
Take it away from me,
Cause I want nothing,
So I have nothing to lose.



Sometimes I need to let go of everything that I have,
So that I can get what I need,
Sometimes I need to fall down,
So I can climb my back to the top.




I want nothing, nothing at all,
Take it away from me; just take it away from me,
I don’t want it; I don’t it at all,
I just want nothing, so that I have nothing to lose.

no one was home i ran to my sisters room grabed some old planetshakers cd's because even though i'm exactly sure God is real i just want to spend one moment with him just a moment to be in his presnce, because because i feel so peacefull in his presnce.

when i first saw you, you were just another person, and now you're my closest friend. it doesn't seem that long ago when i was waiting in line for on a really hot day for food at boomcamp singing i am understood by relient k when i first met you.

USD South America Tour ROCK Part 2 of 4. Ecuador from Jeremy Stephenson on Vimeo.

Can God really blame man for not knowing what to believe in, just look around so many religions, so many people saying they have the truth. for all we know this world could just be fake and everyone on it, we could all just be living in one big dream. i don't really know what i'm saying i guess i'm just typing my thoughts out on this computer.

cant wait to get this cd

A Faylene Sky - Define Alive

(Surprise...I showed you alive now you're mine, you're mine!)


Too Late Too Late on your own time


Im nothing, but you're still defining alive


(I know what keeps you coming back)


You're living in the wake of tomorrow, you'll break out alone


(On your own time, at your front door)


Just Lie on the floor


What you're looking what you're looking for


(Light yourself on fire today!)


You're nothing I need it,


Still something, but i cant believe it


Too Late Too Late on your own time


Im nothing but you're still defining alive


(One more time)


Won't you tell me the naked truth About me About me


Just so you know I only hear the best About you About you


(Rise against Me you'll never win, I'm in the air that you breath)


(DIE, DIE)


(You're Mine)


Lay on the floor what you're looking for, What you're looking for


Lay on the floor what you're looking for (What you're looking For

Flavio's Photography

okay just so people know a pornstar is also a grind on rollerblades that's why thought this was funny when i saw it on rollernews

Oh, Sleeper - The Finisher

Do you mean to challenge me?
Because your speech is threatening to the writer of your history,
Through a future perverted by envy.
Your whisper may sway the weak, but when I speak it roars the sea.
Your challenge has been met, because with a breath I could snap your neck.
This wont be like the first time you tried,
Because my patience and mercy for you has run dry.
You've watered among my bride and started seeds to feed your throning flight.
I will sing to the world your storm is capturing
And the angles will join me...
We will sing to a world reborn from suffering.
But mark my words,
Because if that tree keeps them from seeing me
I will burn off your limbs and you will never shade again.
You will bow at my feet or I'll rip out your knees
And make of your face all the carnage you crave.
I am the Finisher and I am Forever.
I will sing to the world your storm is capturing
And the angels will join me...
We will sing to a world reborn from suffering.
From the armories the angels sing. You will see them end this suffering.
From the armories the angels sing. You will fear them when they lift their wings.
They will sing to a world reborn.
They will sing as I cut off your horns.
I'll cut off your horns.






this song has been the song playing over and over on my ipod and i can't stop playing it.

The Devil Wears Prada - Assistant To The Regional Manager

i have a habit on not paying attention to what i'm typing so sometime i'll end up missing words lol

Where's Wally

Mike Hranica from The Devil Wears Prada love this guy

you don't understand what you see in me, i come running out of the playground, sometimes things are the way they're meant to be

I Ask Myself These Questions Everyday

who am i?
why am i here?
is God really out there?
whats the point of life?
why can't mum understand the poeple i love?
why does my sister have to be so selfish to?
why did i grow up without a farther?
why does my mum hate my dad?


i hate this, i can't get away from it. but for some reason when im with you i forget about everything, when i'm with i feel so happy, i feel loved.

iblade

It's A Strange Pursuit from Andrew Nemiroski on Vimeo.

things i want to say dont know if i should say it

Get Me Out Of This House Of Suffering

Somebody get me out here,
I don’t know if I can make out alive,
I’m screaming out for someone to get me out,
Is there anyone listening?
Can you hear my cry?



This place I’m in is killing me,
I cry out for someone to get me out,
But it just seems like no ones listening,
This is not where I want to be.




So fucking isolated and no one can hear me,
I think I’m gonna die in this house of suffering,
All I can see is darkness,
Can’t seem to find the light,
I’ve never felt so alone,



This place I’m in is killing me,
I cry out for someone to get me out,
But it just seems like no ones listening,
This is not where I want to be.




I’ gone, I’m dead; I’m so fucking dead,
No one can hear my cries,
No one even cares,
Fuck this I’m done, I give up on this fucking world,
Say goodbye as you watch me die.

i feel alive when i'm in the air

i can't feel right when you are down

lately i've just been questioning God and wondering if he's real so i took time to think about it. i think God is real because you just look at the amazing miracles you see in peoples lifes thats enough to convenience that he's out there. but i don't get is why i feel nothing when i praise, why don't i see my prayers come to pass, why can't i feel God right now. am i doing something wrong, God just tell what i'm doing wrong.

i'm back on myspace i still think it's gay but when there are so mans great bands that only have myspace then you just need it haha
www.myspace.com/quin_rollerblader

i'm 21 this year man i getting old i still act like 15 though haha

this is kinda random but i don't think any of my friends know my middle name maybe because i only use when i need to my middle name is Elliot, Quinton Elliot Fairhall

i just wonna hug you right now and not let go

you can ditch me, tell me to go away, hate me but i'll never stop forgiving you, i'll never leave, and i won't stop loving you.

As Cities Burn - Clouds

Is your love really Love?
Is my love really Love?
I think our love isn't Love,
Unless it's Love to the end.

Is your god really God?
Is my god really God?
I think our god isn't God,
If he fits inside our heads.

God has to be out there because whats the point of life if he's not.

The true meaning of love, as defined in the Bible, has been corrupted in the common usage of our English language and society. Most often, love is confused with infatuation - that elated, "high" feeling we get when we "fall in love." This kind of "love" is something that lasts typically less than a year, and unless replaced by true love, results in broken relationships.

found some old stuff i wrote ages ago feel like posting it up but then i don't really want to

so hold your head up high and know it's not the end of road, at the end of the raod you'll find what you've been longing for

i would be shiting myself

UNDEROATH AND AARON AMICABLY PART WAYS

We are taking this opportunity to sadly inform you the six of us have decided at the end of the current european tour, Aaron will no longer be playing in Underoath. This was not a decision made in haste but a thought out and prayed upon group agreement. It in no way effects any of the shows left on this tour. They will still be our best efforts and enjoyable experiences for all. For the future, Aaron will be pursuing other musical and ministry endeavors. As for the rest of us we will continue to work hard on the new Underoath record. We appreciate the love and support from everyone in the past and hope that all of us will continue to receive your support on our future paths. We love you guys. ....
.. ..
Tim, Grant, Aaron, James, Chris, and Spencer.....................................................................................................

Undroath is one of my favorite bands i got all their albums and for Aaron to leave is kinda sad but also good that his moving on. Aaron has been in Underoath right from the start, he spent 11 years in that he saw people come and go in the band, he made what Undroath is today i think it's safe to say that without him Underoath wouldn' t be around. He's the most talented person anyone could ever know in the hardcore scene it would be interesting to see what he does next. Okay as for Underoath yeah things are gonna change but from listen to all their albums and looking at all the people that have come and go i think it's something thats not gonna effect them to much they've always progressed in eveything they've done and i can't wait to see what they can do without Aaron.

If i leave God it feels like my life is pointless but if i don't i'm never sure if he's real. what the fuck! i'm sick of this, sick of not knowing what i believe, yeah okay the other week i said i was going to live for God again but now i'm just in the same place i was before not knowing what the fuck i believe in. ahh! what the fuck do i do!

it scares me to get close to you because i'm afraid of losing you

i'm sick of big churches, i'm sick of trying to be perfect it's just too much

as you ask your self why, why am i even here

Yum Gotta Love This Duck I'm Eating

conversion's useless i'm wasting all my time you're not the same person i rember in my mind

"one shot is all you got to make your mark, to make a diffrents, one chance but you don't understand this, life is but a breath don't waste it"

sitting down at Mcdonalds talking to Brendan my cousin after church man helped me realize what it was that made me fall away from God can't believe i was so blind, can't believe i did't see it sooner.

things i need for my film Stuff The Fame

A logo

A cover

Someone to film my section

A tripod for my camara

more people

more footage

maybe new camara

some willing to pose in front of camara's not like 50 camara's tho just 1 or 2, that can be a boy or girl i don't mind.


hmm so many delays i hate delays.

i don't listen to praise and worship bands anymore because i found i don't need to i use to think i did until i made a playlist on my itunes of punk/hardcore/metal and i have over 50 praise and worship songs the music i listen to is a form of worship to God and not many people see that because hardcore and metal are allways looked as negative and satanic when it's not.

the emptiness will haunt you

Sanctus Real - Alone

True love exists yes I know this
My heart was waiting for you
And when we met I felt my chest
pound fast, racing for the chance
to know you, to hold you
To open up and show you
The way it feels when you know...

You are not alone
Know that I would fight the tides to
Be together
When you feel alone
Listen to this song to make your heart
feel better

Two hearts entwined, yes, you are mine
And I'll be yours forever
I've done the math, I'm less than half
We're better off together
And I want you here by my side
As much as you are on my mind
When I'm gone you should know

Rainy Mondays feel like Fridays
When you're smiling at me I can feel
The space
Between us collapsing
Our love is everlasting

Listen to this song
Let it make your heart feel better

"god doesn't count how many times you leave he counts how man times you came back" out all people to hear it from it came from Kevin right on the day i decided i wasn't going to consider myself not to be a christian man kevin isnt even saved wow

i feel alone, i feel isolated no one skates anymore because their at work or wonna play xbox all day and it's pissing me off i can understand working but playing xbox all day fuck that makes me not want to skate at all maybe i'll find some other sport or sit at home all day and play xbox online with friends man need some one to talk to so i don't feel so alone and isolated.

been writing songs not really knowing how to hmm